「temptation touched my tongue, spread the wings of desire」

hi !!
𖧵 thursday
𖧵 he / they
𖧵 come be my friend, i can talk about eternity for literal hours


dni
𖧵 if you’re anti-lgbtq+, racist, sexist, ableist, …
𖧵 you’re a solo stan or anti txt
𖧵 you consciously support problematic figures





stanlist:
𖧵 tomorrow x together
➳ ot5

casual:
𖧵 hiyyih
likes:
anime, ghost n pals, arts, gaming
byf
𖧵 i joke about idols being gay and in love
𖧵 i can get very inactive for a long time and then suddenly spam the next day
𖧵 i talk about my interests and random stuff a lot

  • !! at the moment i'm very inactive / unresponsive due to mental health issues most of the time, please don't ever take it personally !!

  • if you're a bamtori, let's make out /srs

  • i do all sorts of art, even though i've only published my writing so far

  • dm me if you wanna add me on discord or be friends

  • some more things i like are music, poetry, photography, cinematography, games, asmr, plants, words and books

  • i once got a comment that said my writing feels like written asmr and i will never ever shut up about it

  • ೃ⁀➷

  • writer | artist

  • #1 eternity enthusiast

  • delusional
    ot5 moa

  • ar 54

  • ┊ ➶ 。˚ °

  • just a lil guy

  • pan | poly
    grey

  • 22 | pisces | sagittarius ↑

  • infp

ambrosia


recoiling,
colliding
it's not supposed to hurt like this
tightening,
crushing,
frightening
it's not supposed to destroy like this
divine,
dainty,
descendant
a feeling too crushing for my chest to bear
debauching,
delirious,
delusion
no matter how fickle, no matter how hopeless, i still-
ethereal,
enthralling,
uncertain
it frightens me, that pretty expression, that gaze
endearing,
enticing,
inchoate
how lethal, that fetal laugh, that voice
putrid,
a misfit,
forsaken.
no matter how volatile, i still long for you
hold my hand, hold me tight
make me forget to be afraid of tomorrow
destroy me, crush me
make it choke me with emotion
bloom with me, grow me with me
make me anew, into something that feels again